Well, it's been awhile........too long actually...

Wow, I can't it's been so long since my last blog. This is my first blog to type now that I'm sixteen! Hahaha. And I'm actually on the last Twilight book in the series too...... This series has taken me a very short time to read. They're amazing books too! I thought they would be really corny and cheesy romance novels at first, but whoa, was I surprised or what? Other than that my time as been focused on school, more school, and then waiting impatiently for Christmas Break to get here. IT'S ONLY TWO DAYS AWAY NOW! haha I'm so glad too. I need a break from reality so bad...... Even though, I'll be ever to get away from reality. Reality is harsh, but, it's not enough to break me from my core. My core, it self, has been tested by stress this last six weeks. Might I add that I'm not that durable when it comes to stress either. I made it though, thanks to Jesus lol seriously though, I wouldn't have if it weren't for him. I love testing my faith for some reason. Though it's risky, I do it. My faith is the most important thing I have in Christ. I'm pretty sure it's one of my most important spiritual gifts too. And when I think about it, my family as a whole, isn't a faith based thing. They're most focused on doing, than knowing. They're believers, but worry warts at the same time basically lol. Knowing for me, changes my whole perspective most of the time. For instance, I know that I have a purpose, I have faith that I have a purpose here in the world. For some people, knowing isn't enough, they seem to have to make it all on their own. The fact that I don't have to make it, that I only have to have faith, changes everything..............*sigh* I wish that bell would ring hehe

When will my hunger cease??

OMG!! I'm sitting here in BCIS and I'm absolutely starving to death......I hope whatever we're eating for lunch is delectable. Anyways, sorry for my randomness......Marching season is now a little less stressed since we're done with contests. I feel like it'll be a lot more fun since we'll be able to play more at games and pep rallies. I feel like in the future that I'm going to have to step up after some of the other upperclassmen graduate. I'm not scared, but just a little bit nervous..... I hope that when my other classmates and I do step up, that underclassmen will take ear to it. That's what I'm afraid of........ maybe not being listened to, or cared about.

What a miraculous day......

Wow, I never cease to be amazed by God. Today at Marching contest we did amazing, and I know it's because we put our faith in the Lord. When they called out "Rusk.....Division......One," everyone rose and screamed in victory. It was truly an eye-opening moment. To see that beautiful scene made my heart skip a beat and thank Jesus in my head. I had forgotten how good it felt hearing "Rusk.....Division...One." Hearing that made me feel so dedicated to the band, but it also made me feel dedicated to Christ. And that is what my main focus needs to be, no matter what is going on in my life. For when I am dedicated to God, I will always feel those emotions that I felt today as we rose in victory and joy.

Wow, blog spot isn't blocked at school.....

Well I'm sitting here by Laura in B.C.I.S. class, just created my blog. So yeah, a tad excited about that....OH!! Can't forget...Marching contest is tomorrow, and I have faith that no matter what the outcome is of our score, that GOD will satisfy us, and keep us unified in him. When I think about marching tomorrow, I can't help but get just a little nervous, but way excited at the same time. I think it's because I'm excited to see how God will work through us tomorrow. Have I ever mentioned how boring it is here in B.C.I.S. class........very boring....anyways, please pray for us and come watch as we march our little patooteys off......is that a word? Patooteys.........the World may never know........